0 Discussions. I believe James is alive. I really wish there was a sequelbut then again the book ended perfectly, Just finished this and had to jump right to Reddit. No one could touch us there. The magic of it all, the prospect of a gigantic plot twist at the end of a tragedy, tends to fade when youve lived the consequences of diving headfirst into the characters you were originally only set to play on stage. But it was all I could do, and Im sorry, James, but I would do it all again.. And, if Im honest, part of me felt avenged by the idea that you would suffer a bit, too. They became used to playing particular roles, on stage and in daily life, from the hero to his best friend, the tyrant, the temptress, and the ruler. ", -------------------------OR-----------------------------------, Oliver knocks on the door of an abandoned cottage where he hopes that the man he went to jail to protect is inside waiting for him after faking his own death (seriously, this is another level of be gay do crime, this is where being a dramatic bitch takes you). Something great. I answered and, in the same breath, I allowed the magnets to snap together. It didnt matter how ungracefully we fell on the mattress, or how we cracked up laughing at the absurdity of two thirty-something adults acting like teenagers, never able to get enough of each other. I wasnt sure it ever could. That had always been our thing, after all: understanding each other. If We Were Villains, written by M. L. Rio and published in 2017, tells the story of Oliver Marks, a former Shakespearian actor at the Dellecher conservatory, and the murder mystery that surrounds his 4th and final year at the conservatory. Expertly plotted, beautifully written, If We Were Villains will keep you riveted through its final, electrifying moments." Cynthia D'Aprix Sweeney, New York Times bestselling author of The Nest "If We Were Villains is a whip-smart, chilling tale of a group of Shakespeare students who are, as the Bard put it, "a little more than kin . Richard is dead because he was a bully. I actually came all the way here intending to do so, he confessed. Howd you sleep? I asked, now stroking his hair. 13 characters in If We Were Villains are available for you to type their personalities: James Farrow, Meredith Dardenne, Oliver Marks. Hi, he replied, his voice still slow and rusted from sleep. "Are we Richard tonight or are we Dick?" "Ignore him, Oliver," James said. No, that wasnt what walking on stars felt like, and I knew that, now. When the teachers mix up the roles it puts a strain on the friendship of Olivers group, and things begin to go downhill fast. When the door is obviously answered by said death-faker (because obviously), the dramatic love birds have to sort a few things out before they can actually get together. Really say it, he looked up at me again, expectation in his eyes, and maybe something else. And you do? There were also a lot of Shakespeare references and quotes throughout, as the students not only perform his works but sometimes speak in Shakespearean quotes in their day-to-day life. You went to Meredith. He finished for me. Not ever. The tragedy is that Oliver will have to live with the fact that James is out there and that they can never be together. Spice Girls, unite! Rio. But your something is different from Merediths. James blinked at me. We stayed on the couch for a while longer, doing just that, until we agreed (James was mumbling, inside my mouth, something that sounded like bed) that it had gotten too small for where our intentions were leading us. Officer, I plead guilty to the murder of Richard Stirling.. Meredith also knew about his crimes, she told Colborne. Oliver's friendship with James for instance was beautifully and subtly written and was one of my favourite parts of the novel. 100% loved and adored this novel. Whether it's a meditation on time-keeping, a maritime true-life tale or an investigation into waste, these are the titles to add to your reading list this year. Published in 2017, Rio's first book is thrilling, dark and absorbs you immediately into its world. The novel drew mixed reviews. Suppressing the dire need to protect him, though, was something he couldn't control. "Oliver", James whispered, no more than a breath out of his lips; relief, pain, and surprise all mingled together. tip: buffy gen teen AND "no archive warnings apply", "It was good that I had taken the time to breathe before setting the scene into motion, because once the door opened, complaining slightly at its hinges, my lungs stopped. What was your answer? He was so tense, I almost felt my own shoulders hurt in solidarity to his. tbh I don't think James is dead. Oliver Marks ha scontato dieci anni di carcere per l'omicidio di un compagno di college. He is alive, but barely. Yes, Meredith was scared, and hurt but she was also jealous., Dont do that. Before it all went to hell, when we were just two stupid boys laying in the sand, dreaming of living away from everything and everyone. As you begin reading "If We Were Villains", you start reading through our narrator, Oliver's perspective. sunflower_fields_forever, PygmyParrot, thisismoonytrying, heavenlydps, and ilosthesea And maybe Im even crazier for loving you so much.. james doesn't want to be found. This year, make If We Were Villains by M.L. and all of this is kind of confirmed by the last sentence ig "his body was never found".. i hope what I wrote is understandable, sorry for the mistakes english is not my first language. On this Wikipedia the language links are at the top of the page across from the article title. And just as my nose had always remained slightly crooked to the side, the loss of James hadnt healed yet. Richard is a bastard and won't count. . Hi, I said, softly, not being able to help the stupid grin growing on my face. Now, he hovered above me, the curls of his overgrown hair falling at the sides of his face, producing a curtain, a shield keeping the rest of the world at bay. No, I said more firmly, not allowing James to go down that road. That explains His eyes flashed around the room in despair. I'm inclined to believe that James is still alive, as it doesn't seem to fit with his character to leave that note for Oliver if he was intending to die. James I wasnt joking when I said that if you hadnt killed him, I would. And in this case the letter does get to Romeo (Oliver) in time and he finds his Juliet (James). Waiting. Is James alive or nah? (LogOut/ And then, the second I got your note, the second I figured it all out, I came here. What you did was selfish, and you cant fucking deny it! Also, english isnt my first language, so Im sorry for any mistakes. The ending of If We Were Villains. "It starts like this: whereas everyones eyes skim over Filippa like shes not there, Camilos stop on her. Youre alive, were the stupid words coming out of my own mouth. Meredith's disgust is very understandable she's jealous and insecure of the relationship. Rio [EBOOK AND AUDIOBOOK]<br><br>Enter the players. It's one of the best books I've read so far in . Alive, breathing, dry and utterly, painfully breathtaking. Yeah, well, I got to thinking and, suddenly, this whole idea was coming to mind. It went like that for maybe a few minutes, until my fingers stopped at his left temple, and I finally met his eyes. The next morning, Oliver and Meredith are awoken by Filippa. plus philipa saying he felt the emotion on four it makes sense that hes dead youre right. The inseparable duo. Flatiron Books, 2017. So, I dont regret protecting you, even if it meant I couldnt have you. If We Were Villains by M.L. Not very platonic of us. I thought you might finally do it, since a dead man couldnt be convicted anymore. But in their fourth and final year, good-natured rivalries turn ugly, and on opening night real violence invades the students' world of make-believe. I finished my mug, but James had been staring into his for a while now, leaving it to get cold. as well as Dont make it about that., Im not making anything into anything. Even in the throws of desperation, James wouldve understood the context behind his chosen text. All I could care about was how my heart raced every time he moved, finding a new spot to lay his kisses, to bruise my skin, making me his. And we learned she was a holder of James secrets, a protector of the groups heart, and a Shakespearean expert. I literally just finished the book, and I believe that James wouldnt have left that particular note to Oliver without it having some kind of meaning. Truth be told, there was a part of me that refused to hope, and maybe that was what kept me from simply combusting on the spot. [3] On Goodreads, it has an average rating of 4.2 stars out of five. Press question mark to learn the rest of the keyboard shortcuts. ISBN. Retiring Detective Colborne has always had his doubts about Olivers guilt, and hes finally going to find out if he was right. and if we follow Pericles, he was also separated from his family and they thought he was dead before reuniting. He is a powerful being from the Nightmare Realm who is trillions of years old and is only interested in spreading chaos and is the archenemy of Dipper and Stanford Pines. I finished reading If we were villains like four days ago and literally started writing this immediately after, because I was just obsessed and freaking out by the ending. Find and save ideas about oliver and james if we were villains on Pinterest. Looking in hindsight, it was almost stupid how we hadnt managed to understand our own feelings when we had actually had the chance to act on them. James, I know youre angry and you have a right to be. Having everyone around but being so alone. I WANT him to be alive and waiting for Oliver but it makes too little sense and I can't help but think of this one line from one of the previous chapters. James and Oliver had a special kind of love unlike ones theyve ever had, why would James want Oliver to never find peace (if he was truly planning on committing suicide)? Shakespeare is fully immersed in every part of the book. 4 guests "[2] Kirkus Reviews called it a "melodramatic, suspenseful debut novel". So, there I was, standing in front of said cottage, on the beach where he had, allegedly, drowned to death. Ten years ago, Marks and his six classmates were . The miracle of him being alive and waiting for me was beginning to fade, as I began to think that, unlike theater, a real lifes story continues after the curtains close, after the long-lost lovers reunite and share their awaited kiss. Discover more posts about oliver marks, iwwv, james farrow, donna tartt, classic books, dark academia books, and if we were villains. She did the right thing by going and talking to the detective when she learned about James because she KNEW James was gonna drag Oliver down with him, and he did just that, even when colborne had his suspicions that it was never Oliver. What we were. For pleasure and for life. IMO, it ties into the bird imagery. Youve always known why.. If We Were Villians is hard to put down. I think the ending is supposed to give us false hope that hes alive but I saw his death coming, and I choose to believe that Oliver got therapy and lived his days with Meredith. I breathed in three times, before moving closer toward the door. I never have. We scrambled to our feet, never completely letting go, and I let James lead us to his bedroom. All day, all week. After wed all been in it together for so long? He raised his voice, angry. We stumbled down the short hallway that connected it to the living room, and, somehow, made our way to James bed. - stream 11 if we were villains playlists including iwwv, Chris Cornell, and Lorde music from your desktop or mobile device. Oliver returns home for Thanksgiving and learns his parents will not be paying for his final semester, though the school agrees to let him work part-time as a custodian to alleviate his tuition expenses. 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