I bring self destruction, but still you can't tell. I'M YOUR DISEASE I hate meetings, I hate Higher Power, I hate anyone who has a program. poem is a chance to honor that, to see yourself in your fullness. I'll embrace you in my arms and I'll never set you free, Together we will spend all eternity While searching for the author of I Am Your Disease, I stumbled upon this beautiful poem. To lie, to deny, to mince and to parcel. You said you didnt deserve to be happy. When you or a loved one is living with a movement disorder, its easy to lose track of all that makes you who you are and, instead, become the diagnosis. People dont take me seriously. Ill crumble your world with the greatest of ease, Im that madman inside you. Once you or your members have writtenyour poems, submit them using the form below. (LogOut/ Just a little brain food for everyone. Book a free addiction counselling call without any obligations. Spend our life together won't that make you happy, An I AM! Poem invites you to express the pivotal moments, places, and people that have made you who you are. Better yet I cant function in the manner I am accustomed to. Reddit and its partners use cookies and similar technologies to provide you with a better experience. Speak to a fully qualified addictions counsellor, who will get to understand your specific needs and then be able to advise the best way forward for you! You need to change the way you think because our thinking too much is the problem. We make an appointment and visit a doctor. I am the disease of alcoholism and drug addiction Cunning, baffling, and powerful, that's me. Guidance on the Protection of Personal Identifiable Information U S. Department of Labor, Error Code pii_email_a42277285fa7a777ff7e Solved, How to Get Rid of the pii_email_e7ab94772079efbbcb25 Error, The Ultimate Cheat Sheet on the 7 worst habits for your brain. Create a free website or blog at WordPress.com. I'm your worst living nightmare, I am your disease. I am your disease? Ill maim your emotions, Ill run the whole game, Till your entire existence is crippled with shame. Poems that confront the mystery of ailing health, diseases, treatments, healing, and dying. I Am Your Disease. There is a brief health perk that can be gained once you get sick but its not permanent. We use cookies to ensure that we give you the best experience on our website. I lost my children to welfare. Organomegaly is abnormally large organs. But take you I will, and just as youve feared Ill want only to hurt you, with no mercy spared. i am your disease poem is my poem of sorts. The only thing you can do in all reality is first report it to the Dr. and even being 10, 20, 30 year sober in recovery you can still relapse it does take a matter of time it takes a matter of wanting to be sober and wanting to get rid of everything, feeling, troubles it give you. View michael-kolodziej-05aa4289s profile on LinkedIn, View 116728633839797200466s profile on Google+, Follow The Wandering Enigma on WordPress.com. Your email address will not be published. And many of us become enablers. It took a VERY, VERY long time to finally realize I had a problem and I could not fix myself on my own. Your email address will not be published. Read more about the common features of addictions. When you sold those possessions you knew you would need, Wasnt I the first one who stepped in and agreed? Change), You are commenting using your Facebook account. Summer Sager. >tPzk+(Z9Qet;(7DtZ[\Tq@, I am such a hated disease--- And yet, I do not come uninvited. Yet, without my help, these things wouldnt be possible. I award you serenity and self-esteem. The same with pain pills. To promise, to plead, to swear on all that is holy. Ill invade all your thoughts, Ill take hostage of your soul, Ill become your new master, in total control. This resource will walk youthrough writing your own poem, making it simple and accessible. He has seen the snipers waiting in the wings. I hate meetings! endobj Well be damned all your meetings each night of the week, Be damned Higher Powers, however unique, Be damned all your sayings, be damned your cliches, Be damned every addict who back to me strays. I would love to see them write a letter of introduction to their recovery. When you sold those possessions you knew you would need, Wasnt I the first one who stepped in and agreed, Now look at you bastards, youre all thinking clear, You escaped with your lives when you found your way here, Only fools think theyre winners when admitting defeat, Its what you must say when youre claiming that seat, Go ahead and surrender, if thats what you choose, But, Im not giving up. I wish you health and happiness, Allow me to introduce myself FnB]>szhHo{|zO=P+XN dh&EINqg[KaoaBdPE-$9JlU[0!wTlI/KoQ_ Xj.goq\I5L(^QPlTh\`,Jy. Change), You are commenting using your Twitter account. I'll take everything you got and still want something more Carrie Roush, Welcome To Hell By You know who I am, youve called me your friend, I want only to see that youre brought to your knees. What trials have you withstood? I totally feel for you! <>/ExtGState<>/ProcSet[/PDF/Text/ImageB/ImageC/ImageI] >>/MediaBox[ 0 0 612 792] /Contents 4 0 R/Group<>/Tabs/S/StructParents 0>> Allow me to introduce myself With POEMS, your liver, spleen and lymph nodes may become enlarged. One minute I had you, then next you were gone. <> Every pore, Unaware the alcoholic's. Truth is the Master of Manipulation, Trained by the characteristics of his disease. To all who come in contact with me, I wish you death and I wish you suffering. Where did I go wrong? Your program, your meetings, and your higher power weaken me. To free herself of the fool who holds her prisoner. I AM YOUR DISEASE You know who I am, you've called me your friend Wishes of misery and heartache I send I want only to see that you're brought to your knees I'm the devil inside you, I am your disease. Save my name, email, and website in this browser for the next time I comment. When you were alonewasnt it I who appeared? If youre a support group leader, itwill also offer guidance on how you can share this resource with your group. Well here I go now I'll just be on my way Ill invade all your thoughts, Ill take hostage your soul, Ill become your new master, in total control, Ill maim your emotions, Ill run the whole game, Till your entire existence is crippled with shame, When you call me I come, sometimes in disguise, Quite often Ill take you by total surprise, But take you I will, and just as youve feared, Ill want only to hurt you, with no mercy spared, If you have your own family, Ill see its destroyed, Ill steal every pleasure in life youve enjoyed, Ill not only hurt you, Ill kill if I please, Im your worst living nightmare, I am your disease, I bring self destruction, but still you cant tell, Ill sweep you through heaven, then drop you in hell, And then when I catch you, you wont even know, Ill sometimes lay silent, just waiting to strike, Whats yours becomes mine, cuz I take what I like, Ill take all you own and I wont care who sees, Im your constant companion I am your disease, If you have any honor, Ill strip it away, Youll lose all your hope and forget how to pray, Ill leave you in darkness, while blindly you stare, Ill reduce you to nothing, and wont even care, So, dont take for granted my powers sublime, Ill bend and Ill break you, time after time, Ill crumble your world with the greatest of ease, Im that madman inside youI am your disease. We lean on our loved ones. This is a disease that affects you. Seeking the death of a soul but too strong And you do not feel alone anymore, We are one on your path to life When things were going right, you invited me back. I now facilitate Vet to Vet meetings at the Birmingham VA, and we read these type of poems to the groups and they absolutely love them. Some people don't believe in suboxone, but I believe it saved my life. To all who come in contact with me, I wish you death and I wish you suffering. Im the devil inside you, I am your disease. I let this whole room of addicts slip by, How did I lose you? I love all of you who support me, Your love, your faith, your kindness I've now got the respect of my family, but most of all my children who are adults now. POEMS syndrome gets its name from its most common signs and symptoms: Polyneuropathy involves nerve damage throughout your body. (LogOut/ I know I'm still an addict, but I've kept myself clean. I have killed millions and I'm pleased. This is a truly bone-chilling description of just what drug addiction is, how the drugs hijack the brain and take over the entire mind and body. It taught me I had to work hard everyday to . An open mind and trusting heart, And believe the sincerity that pours from. Home Addictions in general I Am Your Disease. In any case, the gameplay looks as vibrant and as deadly as ever in its new trailer. It can also be used to give clues about whats going to happen next. I was a heroin user. The poem helped me understand how sick this disease is,"cunning, baffling, powerful!" I underestimated my disease for many years. But today Im real angryyou want to know why? Poems that confront the mystery of ailing health, diseases, treatments, healing, and dying. I love to catch you by surprise. I hate higher power! Youre an addict? This field is for validation purposes and should be left unchanged. Required fields are marked *. When you feel fully alive, I weaken. I am your disease. By rejecting non-essential cookies, Reddit may still use certain cookies to ensure the proper functionality of our platform. I wish you suffering and death. It is only when we lose our minds and succumb to the disease that we realize the sickness is here. If you have any honour, Ill strip it away, Youll lose all your hope and forget how to pray, Ill leave you in darkness, while blindly you stare, Ill reduce you to nothing and wont even care. But I'm always here waiting for you. It is about how the disease is affecting me and how it is affecting those around me. Please log in using one of these methods to post your comment: You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Change), You are commenting using your Facebook account. I did jail to for my habit. Once you or your members have writtenyour poems, submit them using the form below. I hate anyone who has a program. This has always been a key feature of many games in the survival-horror genre, and Deathloop is no exception. I never understood why the addicts I loved couldn't just stop until I went through it myself. To all who come in contact with me, I wish you suffering and death. SG17 5QB. Until we meet again, Well if thats what youre thinking you aint learned a thing, Ill still knock you silly if you step back in my ring. I am the disease of addiction. When I finally was serious about getting clean, I went to a detox and got all of the drugs (mostly heroin) out of my system I got on a suboxone maintenance program and into therapy. I Hate meetingsI Hate higher powersI Hate anyone who has a program. How did I lose you? I am going to share this with my boyfriend. This is true Grace, I will give you contentment and all I ask is commitment, When things were going wrong in your life, you invited me, You said, I DESERVE GOOD THINGS and I agreed with you, Together, we are able to create all the good things in your life, When you are fully committed to me, you will be taken seriously, Like self-destruction, I do not come uninvited (LogOut/ For now I must lie here quietly. Alcoholism, drugs and eating disorders. One minute I had youthen next you were gone, You just cant dismiss all the good times weve shared. You dont have to be a poet to participate! I totally feel for you! But I will pray for you that you will have the strength to endure his addiction. While searching for answers to the unanswerable question of "Why, Why my child? The burst balloons of lungs. However many people have major surgeries every day and do not become addicted. Im such a hated disease, yet I dont come uninvited. 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